শুক্রবার, ১৫ জানুয়ারী, ২০১০


Aami jokhon SSC exam dei, eta tokhonkaar ghotona. Ghotonar shuchona hoyechhilo porikkha chola-kalin obosthay hall room e. Ekdin 'Anika' tar friends shoho amar seat e ashe. Kusholaadi er por Anika amake propose kore. R jawar shomoy bole jay- next day te she uttor nite ashbe. Tai hoy. She porerdin aashe. Aami taake aage theke e chini. Amader paasher elakay thaake. Taake o tar proposal niye onek chinta kori. Jokhon she uttor nite aashe, tokhon aami taake negative reply dei. Jar fole tar chokh osru te chholo-chholo hoye uthe. Aami jani, eta govir valobashar e bohi-prokaash. Kintu aami opaarog. Uvoy shongkot e jorjorito. Karon, tar nishshartho moner pobitro valobasha k omullayon korte mon chaachhilo na, abar amar kisu paaribarik problem silo. Tai er shomadhan er jonno aami amar koyekjon friend er shaathe aalap kori. Tara amake egiye jawar decision dey, shohayotar ashshaash dey. Erpor amar mone kichhuta shahosh shonchaar hoy. Aami Anika'r dike valobasha'r haat barai.
Kintu onek deri hoye jaay. R amar nirobota dekhe she last way hishebe ekti pontha e grohon kore- nijer rokto diye chithi likhe. Kintu chithi ta amar haat-e pouchhanor aagei tar baba'r haate pore. Etei shuru hoy joto bipotti. Tara Fotulla'r baari bikri kore chole jaay khulna te. Hoyto vaaggo amader shohay silo. Tai mata-pita er korakori shotte o amader valobasha egiye chole nijoshsho goti o shokiyotay. Ekhetre Anika'r shei friend amake help kore. Tar number jogaar kore dey. Ejonno aami tar kaase chiro kritoggo. Erpor jeno aamra duiti noy ekti dehe rupaantorito hoye jai. Hoye uthi ek-atta. Karon, amader majhe kotha hoto niyomito. Eke oporer dukhe-shukhe nijeke share kortam. Jeno nil akasher mukto bihongo aamra, veshe beraachhilam shukher velay.

Ekdin hothaat Anika amake bole- "Ei, kichhu ekta koro, baba amar biye thik kore felechhe!" Aami chintay pore jai. Ki korbo, vebe paachhilam na. Maatro porikkha diyechhi. Abar biye korar boyosh o hoyni. Tarpor o jodi biye kori, tahole ami e ba ki korbo, taake e ba kothay rakhbo! R ghotona gulo eto druto ghotchhilo j- aami kono decision e pouchhate paarchhilam na. Eri moddhe she amake phone kore janay j- amar karone she biyer monche jayni, bor jaatri der firiye diyechhe. aami jeno joldi kichhu ekta kori. E niye aami onek chinta korte thaaki. Kintu onek vebe o kono kul-kinara paachhilam na.

At last ei ekti decision e mathay aashe: aami taake amar valobasha'r kosom diye bolbo- she jeno amake vule jay. aami tai kori. Ok boli- "Tumi tomar baba-maa er motamot mene nau. Tara ja koren, shontaner valor jonno e koren. Ete Allah borkot den.Tumi amar jonno kono jhuki niyo na. Opekkha korona. Amake vule jau." Hoyto aami mot paaltechhi ba kono way khuje peyechhi- ekotha vebe she kichhukkhon por por call korchhilo. Tokhon kono upayantor na dekhe, tar shukher kotha vebe e aami at last boli j - "Tomar moto meye amar jibone onek eshechhe, tai tomar jonno amar jibon theme thaakbe na. Shutoraang, baba-maa er kotha na shune bokaami korona." Aamar dharona chhilo- hoyto she amar ei kothay niraash hoye baba-maa er pochhondo k mene nibe. Kintu she chhilo amar dharona theke onek urdhhe.Tai oi porjaye she jiboner iti taane. Tar mrittu- valobasha k niye jay onno ek uchchotay. Shedin, ki tar porerdin, tar mrittur shongbaad amar kase pouchhay. Tokhon amar obostha silo dana-vanga paakhi'r moto. Obbeakto bedonay shudhu chhot-fot korchhilam. Karon, amar ekti vul e tar nishpaap jibon kere niyechhe. Tai tar mrittu te aami silam shimaheen mormahoto.

Tar upor, oneke e amake vul bujhechhilo. Onek kisu bolechhilo. Ektibaarer jonnou keu amake bujhte cheshta koreni. Tai tokhon prithibi ta amar kase shongkirno hoye aashe. Attahuti'r ichcha gulo bar bar jege uthe. Kintu jekono karone e hok, aami aajo beche asi. Beche theke e ba ki hobe, jodi shukhe na thaaki ! Manoshik shosti khuje na pai ! Karon, oporaadh-bodh e aami aachhonno. Bibeker hajaro proshno-baan e aami jorjorito. Tai aaj tomader bolchhi- "Bondhura, tomra amar moto vul korona. Notuba okaalei jhore jaabe koyekti koli, mrittu hobe shomvaabonamoy koyekti fuler. Ekshomoy bagan hoye jabe ful-heen, shoundorjo-bihin. Please bondhura, emonti korona..."

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